I have done an insane amount of soul searching in recent months. Just about everything in my life that could have changed has. Over the past few weeks I feel I have finally gotten out of this slump and have been writing daily so I feel confident writing in this blog again.
The hardest thing to do when you're digging into yourself is looking at the ugliness. I have no problem working through the things I like about myself and I'm an oddly confident girl which makes this task easy. It's the things I don't even admit to myself that stop me in my tracks. I'm over that. I truly am. I'm disgusted with how much time I've already wasted in this life and I'm not going to hand one more minute of my time over to fear or uncertainty.
"There is nothing I know except this lifetime's one moment and wishing will just leave me empty."